Friday, October 30, 2015

Should I counting my days?

Disaat orang lain happy menghitung hari,
menati detik detik bahagia,
aku?
masih keliru di tengah tengah.
keliru dengan perasaan sendiri.
" I am a dead fish. Just follow the flow"
Yes.
I am totally follow the flow.

Oh ALLAH,
Andai dia sememangnya telah tercipta untukku,
Yang mampu menerima kekurangan aku,
Yang mampu membimbingku,
maka KAU permudahkan la segalanya,
Leraikan la kekeliruan ini.
Berikanlan aku nikmat kebahgiaan.


Saturday, March 7, 2015

oh my heart.

I was always pretending to be SADO,
BUT
I cry instead.



Wednesday, December 24, 2014

slowly goes

All the moments goes slowly or fast is 100% depends on how you state of mind or what you feel during that time.

Monday, December 8, 2014

oh anggur.

After SPM
People gonna asking you
" Dapat berapa A?"
Next,
"Masuk u APA?"
After Graduation,
"Aik? tak keja lagi ka hang ni? Tak mintak keja?"

Hokay!
Fine.
I am proud to say that I graduan yang menganggur!
Hang ingat best title macam ni ?
rasa nak cekik cekik ja bila orang tanya hang tak keja lagi ka?
taw tak?
itu adalah soalan sensitif bagi graduan yg dah habis belajar taw.
Dah nampak cheq ni terpacak kat rumah.
Perlu tanya lagi ke ?
Honestly, I am so stressed with current condition.
I believe to REZEKI.
InsyaALLAH.
It will come soon.
Allah, Please remind me that your plan is better rather what I plan before.


Thursday, July 17, 2014

We Are Human

Do I cry randomly? - Yes
Do I get jealous? -  Yes
Do I get angry? - Yes
Do I cry myself? - Yes
Do I need someone to talk? - Yes
Do I feel regret? - Yes
Do I get hurt? - Yes
Do I feel happy? - Yes
Do I feel disappointed? Yes
Do I love someone? -Yes
Do I feel lonely? - Yes
Do I care someone? - Yes
Do I have feelings? - Yes
Do I?
Do I?
Yes
Yes
Yes
Yes. Because I'm Only Human.

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Bioprocess Engineering, Universiti Malaysia Perlis

Alhamdulillah.
Empat Tahun belajar.
Selama 4 tahun ni bukan ilmu ilmiah je yang U olls akan dapat.
Banyak.
Persahabatan.
Kehidupan.
Perhubungan.
Banyak.
Macam macam ragam.
Banyak.

2010.
Kecuwi at first time, Sebab dapat UniMAP.
Bukannya apa. sebabnya sekangkang kera ja. Dekat sangat dengan rumah.
Niat salah.
Patotla masa first year terok sangat academic.
Padan Muka.
Niat
Niat.
Nak cari ilmu kan.
Belajar kat mana pom sama.
Bersyukur sahaja diberi peluang belajar.
Daripada sesetrengah orang.
Beria nak belajar, tapi xdak kesempatan.


Ni masa hari sukan.
Menjadi tradisi bagi setiap junior dibuli oleh senior mereka.
Masuk pembarisan.
Alah.
Pembarisan ja.
Chill saja.
But then, Bukan Pembarisan sahaja.
Ada acara sukan school.
Majority mesti Junior kena libatkan diri.
Tapi aku ?
memang tak la.
xdak bakat langsung.
dari 2010 sampai 2014.
oh lupa
Masa 1st year.
Penah main badminton.
Main futsal.
Futsal pom main 1st game. Lepastu lari.
heh-.-


Perbezaan Tahun 1 dan Tahun 4.
Dari Junior Gangster
ke
Senior Feminim.
poyo.
But Friendship remains the same.






Within 4 years ni. Banyak juga industrial visit yang pernah kami pergi.
Yakult
Boh Tea, Cameron
Idaman Pharma
Petron
Vitagen
Cerebos
Bukan pergi saja saja ea adik adik.
Pergi timba ilmu.
See how the product come out.
the process itself
the equipment.
bukan pergi selfie saja ea.











The best part is when you get your valuable experience during internship.
Apply Drug Research, USM.
tapi tercampak fakulti Pharmaceutical Science.
tak pa.
dapat kenal akak akak yang superb best!
team yang best!
dapat kenal 
Sue Sze
Angela
Shing Yee.
Akak Yana dengan Akak Anis
Tiqah
Shaz
Even 3 months, but we just like a family.








THE NIGHTMARE EVER.
Yes. 
When you start registering as a 4th year student.
You got 2 big projects
Your 
FINAL YEAR PROJECT
AND
BIOPROCESS PLANT DESIGN.
tak dak life.
hari hari hang ngadap journal.
kadang kadang hang xkan rasa malam.
heeeee.
scary ?
hehehe
Just enjoy and face it.








Dinner !
Our Last Annual Dinner :)













Masa belajar.
Rasa nak cepatkan ja masa berlalu.
Bila tinggal masa masa kritikal.
rasa biarla masa berlalu lambat pom tak pa.
InsyAllah.
See you all in this September.







Sunday, May 25, 2014

Morning Quotes






I believe that everything 
happens for a reason
People change so that
 you can learn let it go
Things go wrong so that you 
appreciate them when they are right
You believe lies so you eventually learn
to trust no one but yourself
And sometimes good things fall apart 
so better things can fall together
:)
Marilyn Monroe